I am in love with a superior person, what should I do?

I was born in this city of Caneville, and was born poor. I don't remember my father or my mother, I was told that my father was a ... eh foreign person of a superior rank and my mother was a member of the Mastiff family. My early days were very hard, then I saved an offspring of a Lady Bull, and she got me a very cozy office (a superior game keeper), with one employee under me, called Nip. I met at that time a young female called Fida. She was from a rich family, but we became friends, and she taught me a lot - manners, reading, poetry and much more. Both Nip and I were very conscientious, but soon Lady Bull and her husband died, our preserve was sold and we were disposed of. Nip's father was a butcher, and we established a little butcher business on the wheels, selling meat. It turned out to be a very profitable business. One day I met Fida on the street, nicely dressed and fresh, while I wore my butcher outfit. It made me really unhappy, and ashamed of myself. She is so refined and so good, and I am a butcher. I dreamed about having a relationship with her, even marrying her one day, but now, when I sank so low and she is so high it seems impossible. What should I do?